i'm tired very tired. i dunno wad has made me so tired. most prob is cos of schooling. sometimes i wonder if i shld be grateful to poly schl life or i shld hate it. frm what i've learnt at schl are not onli are new things but reality. 人会变，月会圆。 i nvr expect that it would happen so fast. i hate being lonely i hate being left out. but i dunno what i can do to make u ppl accept me not onli as fren but grp buddies like the past. i've tried but to no avail. i tot of many times whether i shld give up. and when i realise u guys will nvr take seriousness of my feeling. i decided that i shld nt be staying there anymore. i will go to ppl who will value me as fren and whom i can feel happy to be with. i'm realli disappointed in you, yeah really! we shld jus stay in normal classmate relation. i'm nt sure if u r reading this cos most ppl think my blog is dead. yeah so..if u wanna talk to me abt it, you're welcomed. i would be more happy. =)

at least i have good frens and my family to support me. i'm contented alrdy. i feel blessed too cos i can finally get what i wanted. thanks dad! i love u always! x3

i jus cant wait for it to arrive, every day of waiting kills. arghh! hhahas.

first of all, lemme show u guys these 2 super cute videos, KITTENS!!

this cute little fluffy guy is called Barry White, its a persian cat. HE SOOO CUTTEE!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=naP0m89zGSI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-HssgAvuZc

cute eh? kekeke..my holiday starts today! no more school, but i have to do project tho, nevertheless i can get to enjoy and allow myself to sleep a little longer! weeee...! tmr i'll be meeting bao to get our hair done! i'll be having a hair cut and she will be doing hair treatment. xD i wan long hair, so i nid it to be trimmed first then my hair will grow long faster. yep yep.! yesterday i watched BOLT with tiers. damn nice la the show and very touching too..this movie somehow teaches us not to abandon our pet. Wan spoiler for those who havent watched it?? kk better not. alrite i'm off to think and plan of what i shld be doing for these 2 weeks hols. =D ciaos!

hello to my new blog! i spent the whole afternoon figuring out how to design my blog layout. after many editing, deleting and re-uploading, i have finally created my first xanga blog at 8:58pm. i nvr tot of using xanga b4 because i think it's not commonly used by people, but ltr i found out xanga is quite good. u know why i changed it to xanga? coz at first i wanted livejournal but the css stuffs i'm not good at it and most of the themes u have to upgrade into paid account inorder to get them. i felt quite frustrated and gave up LJ.

ok i shall make an intro of my blog theme. its about my leeteuk oppa!! he's so cute esp when he smiled(the dimples!!) i simply jus love him so much, adorkable! Lols! and why ducks? thats becos a month ago i bought a duck toy for my bag. he's so nice to play with, i jus like to bully him, like squeezing his little hands(wings?) and legs...oh pls dun call the spca!, i was jus kidding. ok another reason was cos of leeteuk oppa. leeteuk has 2 nicknames(i guess so), one of them is Duck(when he pouts he got the duck face) and the other one is Angel. yes! angel teukie! xP

hah...i jus wish teukie oppa can sing 'Marry U' to me! i think that would be my happiest moment. Seriously i wanted to joing E.L.F(everlasting friends). it's an offical fanclub of Super Junior. but i cant read korean words...sobs..btw online translation sucks.

ok next thing. my parents had gone to HongKong for vacation. i wanna go too~ T_T however i got school, i got lesson to attend, labs to go, lecture to listen(i hate lecturers, they are the most boring 'species' on earth).

not only that, after my parents come back from HK, my brother IS FLYING OFF TO AUSTRALIA! SO GOOD SO GOOD SO GOOD!! i am so envy u la! ~_~ i wan overseas too. To Japan would be the best! >3

alright then! its time to stop here.(i'm so frigging tired..)